Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Everyone warns me about you. Tells me you're bad news. I know you're bad, but I don't know... I still think there's something there. Something that keeps me around. WHY?! Why do I want to see the good in you?! Is there ANY good in you?! Why are you afraid of me? Are you afraid that I can see right through you? Are you afraid of me or are you just playing games? I'm not playing games. I've been honest since the beginning, and you know it! You know I've been sincere. Is that what scares you? My honesty? That I'm not afraid of showing my affection? That I can see things for what they are? That I can see that you don't want to allow me in your life any more than what you have because you're afraid I might hurt you? I wouldn't hurt you. You KNOW I wouldn't. Or is THAT what you're afraid of? Finding in me someone who won't hurt you. Who wants only the best for you? Who is willing to go out of their way for you? Just for you? Is that what scares you?! I just don't understand what it is you want from me. What do you want from me? This is torture. I don't like this. It's time you came clean. You're hurting me more than you will ever know. You playing games with me got old real fast. I've had you all figured out for a while now. I hate that I wear my heart on my sleeve. I hate to ruin your little game here, but isn't honesty what all our parents taught us? Isn't love and respect the number one thing every religion teaches? You told me once that religion is important to you. It sure doesn't seem like it. You haven't been honest. You haven't shown me any respect. What kind of sick, twisted upbringing did you have?! Where did you even COME FROM?!

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