A weekend adventure!

At Karla's apartment:
Walking in:
Me-*sees kitchen* What?! O_O
Karla-Yep. I told you.
Me-NASTY!!!

Later:
Me-It's SO hot! OMG! Is the air on? I just want to be dry! *tries to climb on her bed* *eventually succeeds*

Putting stuff in her car:
Karla-*opens trunk* What?! Mom, why is your whole office in the back of my car?

While watching tv in the kitchen at her house:
Karla- *pouring herself water from the fridge*
Claudia-*turned to tv*
Karla-*water overflows her cup onto the floor*
Me-OMG! Karla!
Claudia-What?!
Karla- I'm sorry! I was distracted by a Marine!

I keep thinking to myself, "Never settle," because that's what our motto was, and Roper was an awesome coach. *sigh* I feel like recently I've been settling for what's 'right' and not what I want to do. So I'm changing my philosophy on life a little. Now I'm going to do what feels right not what is necessarily the right thing to do but what makes me happy. Being happy is what matters in the end. Why settle for less?

I feel weird today. Like something big either just happened or is about to happen. Something illogical. Something strange. Something unreal. Idk. I feel weird. Meh... I wish I had a car. I'd go hang out with whoever I wanted whenever I wanted wherever I wanted. Oh, well. I guess I'll have to wait til next year. I hope my life doesn't change too much. I like my life now. But I guess change has to happen. If I'm comfortable then I'm not growing and if I'm not growing then I'm not happy. So therefore, change is good.

I'm so logical. I hate it! I have decided to change my philosophy on life a little. I'm going to do what makes me happy. I hope it works. I've only ever tried it once or twice before and it worked. I mean, not that I don't do what makes me happy, but I mean, I'm going to stop being so reasonable. It's about time I take my chances!

I hope this isn't too bad. :D :D :D I hope this is gonna be good! :D :D :D :D :D

Everyone warns me about you. Tells me you're bad news. I know you're bad, but I don't know... I still think there's something there. Something that keeps me around. WHY?! Why do I want to see the good in you?! Is there ANY good in you?! Why are you afraid of me? Are you afraid that I can see right through you? Are you afraid of me or are you just playing games? I'm not playing games. I've been honest since the beginning, and you know it! You know I've been sincere. Is that what scares you? My honesty? That I'm not afraid of showing my affection? That I can see things for what they are? That I can see that you don't want to allow me in your life any more than what you have because you're afraid I might hurt you? I wouldn't hurt you. You KNOW I wouldn't. Or is THAT what you're afraid of? Finding in me someone who won't hurt you. Who wants only the best for you? Who is willing to go out of their way for you? Just for you? Is that what scares you?! I just don't understand what it is you want from me. What do you want from me? This is torture. I don't like this. It's time you came clean. You're hurting me more than you will ever know. You playing games with me got old real fast. I've had you all figured out for a while now. I hate that I wear my heart on my sleeve. I hate to ruin your little game here, but isn't honesty what all our parents taught us? Isn't love and respect the number one thing every religion teaches? You told me once that religion is important to you. It sure doesn't seem like it. You haven't been honest. You haven't shown me any respect. What kind of sick, twisted upbringing did you have?! Where did you even COME FROM?!